Saturday, September 27, 2003

friday, my gramps saw my car in the driveway & decided to hang out with his boys.. lucky me, i have to stay with my grandma & miss el shaddai.. i wouldn't mind at all so long as he tells me he's goin to leave her all by herself.. he didn't know that i was pickin up the kids & started yellin when i left her (which, technically, i didn't.. cuz i didn't even know she was alone).. arrived at el shaddai quite late (last half of the preachin).. i felt bad cuz the speaker is one of my favorites - bro. eric.. unfortunately, he's leavin for philippines =(.. his last piece of advice: "u marry a white boy" why? "because u are already dark. if u marry filipino or black man.. well, have mercy on ur children." haha. u're crzy, bro. eric..

he & i had a history together
back in the day, chee & i would constantly talk in the back of the hall, giggling & stuff (ya know, typical "catchin up" & seein how our day went).. we also had the worst timing.. we'd have our convo's when they would start preachin.. anyhow, the day bro. eric was preachin, my mom & i had a big quarrel.. instictively, i turned to chee for comfort.. bro. eric was distracted & commented on ppl who talk durin sermons.. he was very direct & put me on the spot.. defensive mode!.. i lashed at him in front of all the ppl.. i thought, don't u think i've had enough with ppl gettin on my case? i don't need a preacher to tell me what's wrong with me! he made a public apology, sayin that he couldn't sleep while i had anger in my heart.. i broke down & cried in front of so many people.. in truth, i was never angry at him.. he was just a victim of my uncontrolled anger..

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